keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Sunday, Sept. 20, 2009 - 6:47 pm >>
i will never be mature

every time my sharemate has sex, i can't help myself but think of you. it's disturbing and horrible, but i had to confess it, here. in fact i have too much to confess, but it will only make me sad. i think that i will have a glass of that red wine tonight. and try if i can erase that part of you that i loved from memory. like how i deleted you on facebook a few hours ago and it stung, just a bit much.