keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Saturday, Sept. 19, 2009 - 8:29 pm >>
this, one of many emptinesses

i made notes for you. correction: i made notes about you. i carried them in my purse for a while but i've misplaced them now.

i should've kept them safe to remind me that you said what you said. that you felt what you felt.

(although you say i'm pessimistic, that i have a sense of disaster!)

it's sad to know now you were the disaster i was preempting. now i'm as half empty as i could ever get.