keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 - 10:32 pm >>
sad, tired, low, etc.

sigh, i'm tired. i got to school around four and stayed until nine and i missed my usual bus to central so i had to catch a cab with s. again. thought of calling c. on the way home but didn't. i called t. instead. we talked all the way to my home. on my phone. and i feel a little better, although i still feel like i've been in a submarine.

i never thought i was bad at taking criticism but maybe i am after all. i have to stop being so terribly sensitive or even negative. i gotta stop caring at some point about what other people think. have i always been this way? (and oh gosh did i just type all that?)