keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Sunday, Jul. 17, 2022 - 7:19 pm >>
crash course in a crush

we are all just missing how things used to be. live music, smudged handwritten letters, setlists, smiling and kissing.

i live in the retrospect. i don’t introspect. my heart flutters more and I can’t tell if it’s anxiety or the vaccine or just longing.

i keep thinking about your face and what i miss about it. it’s hard to remember it although it’s only been a week and a half. you’re a dream i woke up from. another coffee and a meeting. shuffling paper and muffling heart. i don’t want to remember you. not until later.