keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Friday, Apr. 14, 2017 - 9:43 pm >>
kind of like when your all time favourite band breaks up..

i'm sorry i've failed you, dear heart. all the mini heart attacks and so much sighing has amounted to this.. i keep telling myself I'm happy, that i'm grateful but i'm actually drowning in tears. it's my life and i'm allowed to be emo right? all the years i've tried so hard, were just try hard years. my friends reassure me that it's not my problem anymore, but i'm the problem and i'm just not going away for now.