green takes the leaves. snow takes the sea.

tonight is so still, friday night.. i should be relaxing now that i'm home. i'm always at the computer, even during lunch breaks.

sigh.

perfect isn't so perfect right now. am i too needy or maybe im just psychologically incapable of feeling satisfied?
...

i fear i'm losing touch with my friends.. sure i've made new ones at work but work is work. not that that's a bad thing..

i guess i'm just so drained. i need more dreaming.