keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Sunday, Jul. 06, 2008 - 11:40 am >>
vertigo

damn it. i'm losing heart again. i'm typing with only my left hand. i think my right wrist is near dead. i'm sick of working nonstop - no one ever fucking appreciates anyway. i feel more emo than a 13 year old its not funny. why can't i just chill and lay back like everyone else? i could kiss the sky and swallow the sea if i just let go of all this angst. but lately i'm so tempted, to just let go of the rails give in to the vertigo and fall.