keep your / hand on the rail / if / all / else fails

<< Sunday, Nov. 18, 2007 - 8:37 pm >>
your photograph

so, i saw a picture you posted yesterday, the only picture i had ever taken of you. funny how we remember certain things and forget some.

that day, out of the blue you asked me if you could take a picture of me, and i just stood there confused and embarrassed. i asked you "why?" before you got to take a snap. you asked me to take a picture of you then ... and i started to worry because i thought you were going to hurt yourself. remember, the day you were sad? i'd never seen so much sadness in someone. it was probably the day i fell for you.

i wonder how much of this you know or remember. and how much of it matters. you still haven't told me why, maybe that's why i still cry.